[enter-talk] KEY SHARES THOUGHTS AS HE TRIED TO ESCAPE DEEP DEPRESSION

"Both of them treated me so nicely..."

"Key's grandparents passed away when he was still a student"

Key went to visit his grandparents at the National Cemetery.
He said he'd been taking care of them since he was little, in place of his busy working parents...ㅠㅠㅠ


"My birthday is in September"

"But my grandmother's memorial day is on the day of my birthday"

September 23rd is coming up soon, and it's Key's birthday.
Unfortunately, his grandmother's memorial service falls on the same day as his birthday... ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
It's so sad... He can't even forget it because it's his birthday ㅠㅠ

"She passed after I became an adult"

"But after that, for the next 2-3 years, I hated even seeing a birthday cake"

Key's grandmother suddenly passed away during SHINee's promotions after his debut ㅠㅠ
After that, Key said he hated even seeing cake on his birthday.

"My grandmother, who had no underlying illness, passed away suddenly"

"It was so hard for me to accept that I fell into deep depression"

"And following that, every thought I had was"

"Would be 'Would my grandmother want me to do this?'"

"After that, whenever I looked back on my memories or reminisced about happy memories."

"It would remind me of my grandmother. September had a different meaning for me"

After that, l he started looking back on his memories and reminisce about the happy times ㅜㅜ

Thats right ㅠㅠ That's why he think it's important to organize your memories after losing someone precious. If you organize your memories well, you can look at them when times are tough, laugh, and find healing ㅠㅠ Anyway, I'm glad he was able to overcome it in a healthy way

"My grandmother would always be standing in front of my school with an umbrella"

"Kibum's grandmother hated having the rain hit on him"


Maybe that's why the rain that had been falling all day stopped just as Key arrived to see Grandmother ㅠㅠ

And after he finished saying goodbye, it started raining again ㅠㅠ Grandmother's love truly is eternal.

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1. [+42, -1]
I think the grandmother thought that if he passed away on his birthday, at least he wouldn't be sad alone on the anniversary of his grandmother's death 

2. [+40, -1]
Key seriously treats his parents, family and elders so well 

3. [+31, -0]
I can see how it feels to be raised with love 

4. [+8, -0]
It may seem like a glamorous job that makes a lot of money, but whether it's idols or celebrities, the emptiness they feel is definitely something we, the general public, probably won't ever truly understand. Honestly, what I envied most about celebrities was that they could live without worrying about money, even while taking breaks. I even wanted to experience what it feels like to be lonely in one of those huge houses. But seeing some celebrities take their own lives despite having wealth and seemingly everything made me realize that life is hard for everyone, and we all struggle in our own ways. It’s sad, though, because even now, when they open up and share their true feelings with the public, there are still people who trample on those thoughts and mock them

5. [+7, -0]
Key seems to have the energy to always overcome situations that inevitably require a lot of effort. Growing up with love ultimately seems to give you strength later on


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