Singer Sunmi opened up about a story she had been struggling with silently.
On November 20, the SPNS TV channel released a Shoes Off video titled “A Deep Inner Story I Can Finally Talk About.”
In the video, Sunmi talked about the difficulties she faced during her Wonder Girls days. She said, “When I was in Wonder Girls, I had a nickname: ‘Delivery-mi.’ In a way, I was a member who stood out less compared to the others. I wasn’t exceptionally good at singing, or dancing, or particularly pretty, or with a great body. So I always felt like I had the least presence.”
She continued, “The other members had many fans, like Sohee and Sunye unnie. But the popularity shifted depending on the song. During ‘So Hot,’ Yoobin unnie was really popular. Fans would come to the company building, and fans of other members would say, ‘Sunmi-yah, I’m sorry, but could you give this to her?’ and I would deliver it along.”
Sunmi, who was 16 years old at the time, said, “At university festivals or performances, we’d do a group greeting and then individual greetings. You can’t help but notice the difference in decibels. You can brush it off as ‘that’s just how it is,’ but at the time I was a 16-year-old kid, so it really hurt.”
She added, “I was in my third year of middle school, so I was pretty rebellious inside. I didn’t show it, but inside I thought, ‘Even if I greet people, I have no presence anyway. What’s the point of greeting brightly?’ There were times I felt that way. I shrank back.” She went on, “When you’re in a group, there are moments that are hard to accept but you have to. Those kinds of situations existed.”
When asked whether she now feels freed from those past emotions after succeeding as a solo artist, Sunmi replied, “I am freed from it, but if I had to go back to that situation, I think I’d still be hurt.” Even so, she added, “I think the most important thing in group activities is yielding. I’m so grateful to Wonder Girls because even though we were in situations where we could have easily gotten greedy, we really yielded and understood each other a lot,” expressing gratitude to her members.
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