[PC stories/Life] HOW DO YOU GET BACK UP AGAIN WHEN YOU'VE BEEN DOWN FOR SO LONG?

I noticed a lot of users here tend to tell super depressing stories in the weekend threads and I seriously relate. I’m still young but I’ve got so much pressure on me to perform well in school, especially because I’m practically my parents last hope seeing how my siblings ended out. Anyways like my title says, how can one get back up when they’ve been down for so long?? I feel like I haven’t been performing the best academically or just doing good in terms of anything for so long. As a kid, I was always praised for being smart and getting good grades and I’ve never revised a day in my life. I think these days I’ve gotten too comfortable being lazy as fuck; it’s just weird, it’s like even when I have all the motivation in the world but I just can’t get myself to do anything, it’s like I’m paralysed almost. It’s super annoying because this is like the worst time I could possibly be like this. Like it really doesn’t help that I’m in the most serious year of my academic career that’ll very likely affect the rest of my life and I’m fucking up because my brain and body refuse to cooperate. My brain doesn’t wanna focus, and my body doesn’t wanna move and get things done. My brain makes a small task seem overwhelming and my body aches and hurts when my brain feels all idk mumbled up. I feel super weak mentally and physically. On top of this, I just constantly feel like time is running by too fast (it’s because of this that I’ve become OBSESSED with time, I’m constantly rushing through tasks and avoiding doing anything too time consuming in order to maximise my free time because I feel like I don’t have enough because of school, I also spend ages dreading the fact that it’s like 7pm because I know I only have 3 hours until 10pm so I’ll have to sleep soon and go to school the next day, and so on…) and I’m running out of time to lock in and take this year seriously. I’m so far behind my classmates and friends, and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to catch up. I really don’t know how they do everything so effortlessly you know? Like my friend can just lock in on her work immediately or get herself to do things she knows she needs to do unlike me: I’ll spend the entire day saying I’ll do something and having it in my head all day only for me to not do it until the very last minute. It’s stupid habits like this that have ruined so much of my life and I’m afraid I won’t ever change. For any users here who once felt like this and managed to bring themselves back up again, how did you do it and how long did it take? SIDENOTE: I bet this post will take forever to be uploaded by the admins but it would be funny if it got posted before an Isa PC story lolll 😭

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