This is Doyoung.
I felt that staying silent and simply waiting for time to pass isn’t like me, nor is it like NCT 127, so I wanted to express my feelings in my own words.
He was a friend I loved more than anyone, and still is someone I love just the same, so we talked and shared our thoughts for a long time.
There were many conversations and feelings exchanged along the way, but rather than bringing up everything now that we’ve reached a conclusion, I believe it’s better to share “our” feelings as they fit the current situation.
I have decided to understand all the feelings of “my beloved Mark,” and to support him endlessly.
I cannot speak on Mark’s behalf, but I would be truly grateful if you could listen to his long-held sincerity and concerns without prejudice.
For the time being, you won’t be able to see NCT 127 together with Mark, but if the day comes when we can stand together again, we will prepare and plan with all our effort for that moment.
Moving forward, NCT 127 will not be a group defined by someone’s absence. As we promised our fans, we will remain a team that any form of NCT 127 can be proud of: a team that never puts on an unworthy stage.
Lastly, there is one thing I want to say firmly. If doubts or speculation arise about the relationship between Mark and the members, it would bring unbearable sadness and a sense of injustice.
Please, truly, please allow us to preserve the beauty that we have built together with our fans over more than 10 years.
Lastly, to Czennies
I know the sense of loss and sadness cannot simply be forced away, but we will do our best to bring you even greater happiness in the future.
Thank you for reading this long message.
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It’s a night where I’m worried about Czennies.
Seeing you hurting makes this really hard for me. Have you eaten?
I was originally going to go live today and talk with you, but I was worried that if I spoke, what I want to say might get distorted, especially during a time like this when things are sensitive and difficult, so I decided to come to you through writing instead.
These days, I’ve been filming a drama and preparing various things. I’ve been making sure to eat well in between, so please don’t skip your meals either.
Last week, we had our final concert as seven members. Honestly, I had already been secretly shedding tears from the time we were practicing in the rehearsal room, but when I saw Czennies in front of us, I became even more immersed.
When we sang “Our Season,” so many things came to mind. I think the reason our lyrics feel so special is because they’re not only messages to Czennies, but also things we say to Dream, and to ourselves. Especially at the concert, our songs felt different from usual.
Even when it wasn’t my part, I kept singing along. I tried to cherish every single moment, and to remember everything I could see; the lights, the stage setups, Czennies, and our members.
Everyone has their own precious life, and I believe that choosing your path and moving forward is ultimately up to you. I’m the same, and I think anyone with a dream eventually faces moments where they have to quietly walk the path they believe in.
At first, I felt resentment too, but as I came to understand that person, and the efforts he made, and even though I couldn’t express it much, I truly want to support the path ahead of a hyung I really liked, even if it’s from far away.
Nothing lasts forever, but just like wanting something to last forever is love, I think letting someone go, even when you don’t want to, is also love.
I think the ones having the hardest time right now are Czennies. I didn’t write this hoping you’d feel exactly like me, but because I kept wondering what might help you feel even a little better.
I know very well that the love you give isn’t ordinary or something to be taken for granted, which makes me worry even more.
I hope you always stay healthy and find happiness often.
I’m letting go of one of the moments I loved the most in my life. I’m proud to say we spent an incredibly special and precious 10 years together. But this isn’t the end—it’s part of a process—so there will be even better results in the future.
It may be hard right now, but when things get better, I hope you can slowly look back on these days as memories.
Please look forward to the things that the members and I still haven’t been able to show you yet.
There will be many.
Please wait just a little longer.
I’m sorry for causing such deep hurt.
Czennies, I hope you have gentle dreams tonight.
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